Tuesday, June 9, 2009
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I finally found enough courage to make the decision to quit soccer as a cca. I could see it coming since like forever but I just didnt want to actually accept it..yeah but now that I've made the decision, it'll be stupid to regret. Though I must admit its quite a relief from all the days I spent arguing and weighing the many factors out. Yes I did have a choice (though it meant going against my parent's will) cos at the end of the day it was I who had to make the decision but yeah I've decided to stop-for now. But of cos I'll continue playing soccer, just not competitively. Probably join a club next time. or smth. For now, what I'll miss so much is actually just being able to train with this year's team..oh well:'( But I know I can't have my heart in so many places at once. There are other things I want to fulfill. Besides, when God closes one door He'll open another, so yeah. looking forward to what He's instored next.
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hey its okay! you've got two medals to show for it, and alot of soccer love :) and pam's red wig heeh. JACINTH YEW YOU'RE SO OILY!!
seeyou at YOUTHCAMP.
Hey dear, glad you've made your decision. Don't regret it, don't let it hang at your heart :) Take care dear see you in school alright! Enjoy the rest of the "holidays"! :P
love ya hahah maybe like that right, then after my As we can like spend alot of time together :D yay
ja, it must have been hard for you to let go, but the ball will always be there when you want to play and your friends will also be there.
so don't think so much about it ok! :)
Hey Jacinth!
Daphne here. (: I hope you remember me! :D
Came across your blog through Nicole's blog.
I guess, reading this post of yours has definitely given me some hope, and less of the emo-ing thing going on in me right now.
I'm facing exactly the same thing as you, and I just quit my cca, which is Canoe Polo.
Long story short, my parents are against me doing canoeing (IDK WHY), and i haven't exactly been doing well in my studies, thus making them more determined to cut me out from CP.
It wasn't my decision to give it up, I was forced to give it up.
And I was bitter, for over a month.
Until now, I still cry.
"But I know I can't have my heart in so many places at once. There are other things I want to fulfill. Besides, when God closes one door He'll open another, so yeah. looking forward to what He's instored next."
This makes so much sense. Thank you for enlightening me Jacinth. (:
Now I can save the tears, and stop emo-ing about my situation for now.
I really don't know how much I can thank you for this, perhaps God chose you to pass this message on to me.
I'm going to miss the super tough trainings, my teammates, my seniors.
But I guess, to gain something, I got to let go of another.
Thank you once again Jacinth. (:
ohh yeah, idk if you added me on msn or not. heh. mine is alexithymia-aboulia@hotmail.com! :D If you want my blog add, ask me on msn yeah. ^^V
HI JACINTH!! =D
~david and duckie
hey jacinth, all the best girl! God bless! XD
bloooooooooooog
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